Thursday, May 7, 2009

Homelessness Sucks

I miss my house. I miss my dog. I miss my own kitchen. Doing a wedding cake in someone else's kitchen sucks. Not going to the gym sucks the most of all. I suppose I could still go to Preformax, but that adds an hour of drive time onto my already stupidly busy day. After this cake is done I am definitely doing it. Because not working out plus snitching on cake equals tubby Celeste. Not good for anyone. I kinda broke down today at Young Women's. I've been all okay about the house and stuff, but I swung by there tonight to pick up some stuff & it's just so depressing. I want my life back. I want to work on my garden & sleep in my bed & do my dishes & mop my floor & wash my windows & grocery shop & all the mundane, tedious tasks that all moms moan about. I want to do them at MY OWN HOUSE!!!! Wah-wah-wah, right? It sucks.
Thank you for letting me vent.
Oh, and guess what is the suckiest ever? Well, might be the suckiest ever. I think Sawyer is allergic to Charlie. Yeah. Her month long cold has been letting up since we haven't been around our dog for 2 weeks. We have an appointment with the allergist next week, I am so scared about this prospect. I would rather put up with a permanently snot nosed child than not have Charlie in our lives. Not even kidding.


Melissa said...

Sorry Celeste.
How long will this last?
It could be worse. You could have to live there for 3 months and have a baby there too and worry about weather or not your mother in law is going to hassel you all three months about how you parent your children.
Did I just say that out loud?

Celeste said...

hey Melissa, um, I just had ANOTHER miscarriage, so your little comment about how having a baby right now would be WAY worse than just being homeless kinda sucks. Take your ever-blossoming uterus and.....
just kidding, I'm not really bitter, and I do love you Melissa.

The Neilson Family said...

The other day a few of us almost stopped at your house while one a walk, until we saw some people moving stuff out of your house. I was so sad cause I thought you were moving - guess now I know what happened! I've been the worst friend. What can we do?!?! Girl's night at my house on June 6th (I have yet to formally invite anyone so you're the first!). Jed is leaving on my birthday.

Kristy said...

I hope this is how you do this!! I didn't know about all this! Holy Cow! Do you have insurance for it all? How is the clean-up coming? Boy, how I wish we lived closer! I will call you- this is dumb not to get some answers right now !

I love you!

tanalicious said...

awww. boo for you. that definitely sucks. blah. i hope you get back in soon. but in the meanwhile, you can come and mop my house. (i'm terrible at house cleaning!) good luck.