Day 3

Name something you have to forgive yourself for.

This is an easy one. I need to forgive myself for ever going on a second date with my ex-husband. The first date was a preview of things to come & I've got no one to blame but myself for how out of hand I let it get by just going on that second date.
He smoked.
He took me to an R rated movie.
He talked to his friend more than me.
He talked like a sailor.
But then he bought me a popsicle....
I had just had my tonsils out & I thought it was rather thoughtful. But really, how completely stupid do you have to be?
I've pretty much gotten over the rest of crap that went on during the messed up relationship that ensued, but I can't stop kicking myself for allowing there to even be a relationship at all. I should have nipped it in the bud, cut 'em off at the pass, insert clever phrase here.

It should have been a non-issue.

My bad.



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